Canon Fodder: ‘The Girl Who Fell From the Sky’ and the Problem of Mixed-Race Identity
Baseball. Apple pie. Buying items in bulk. Buffets. All help create Americana, that itchy, dry-clean only fabric that bonds even the most disparate of us. As fixated as Americans are with the aforementioned, perhaps no pastime has been more consistent than toeing, monitoring, and often crossing the color line. Heidi W. Durrow’s first novel, The Girl Who Fell from the Sky (2010), a national bestseller and winner of the Bellwether Prize, explores the American obsession with racial categorization and identity through the (blue) eyes of Rachel Morse, a biracial girl forced to go live with her black grandmother in Portland, Oregon, after surviving a terrible tragedy.
With a black-identified biracial president in the White House, the timeliness of Durrow’s debut cannot be overstated. And perhaps Durrow owes a word of thanks to the POTUS for helping breathe new life into a conversation older than this hardly perfect Union we call home, for her work centers on bringing the mixed-race experience to the fore. With the tragic fall of Tiger Woods and Mariah Carey marrying Nick Cannon (still having a hard time grasping that), no other public figure but the POTUS–with help from blackcelebritykids.com–could help us keep our eye on the multiracial ball. Durrow does her best to keep us focused on the “beiging” of America through a Youtube channel, a film and literature festival, as well as a website. TGWFFTS is merely the fictional rendering of Durrow’s real life politics.
Or so it seems. Having no knowledge of Durrow’s other exploits might make gauging the larger theme of the novel slightly more difficult. Despite an interesting mystery at the core of the work, the narrative feels disjointed, incomplete, and contrived to the point of an awkward and unbelievable “happy” ending. In a very basic sense, Durrow tells way more often than she shows, rushing the stories of some of the more interesting, ancillary characters (Brick or Rachel’s father, Roger, for example), preventing the organic development of fuller, richer characters–and therefore a more compelling story– for readers to empathetically engage. What’s left, then, is Rachel’s underwhelming coming-of-age story slash devolution (the impression the novel leaves, not my opinion) into blackness.
The title supports my claim. Despite TGWFFTS’s seemingly happy ending, there is no felix culpa here. Black literature, particularly that of the early 20th century is full of racially ambiguous characters falling into racial knowledge, or more specifically, the muck of blackness. One may recall the humiliation in the voice James Weldon Johnson’s Ex-Coloured Man as the young school boy confronted his mother–who never bothered to tell him–after being informed of his blackness at school. Or maybe we remember young Janie’s tears when a photograph of her and white children revealed what the mirror never could. Perhaps Durrow’s inspiration came from Nella Larsen’s Passing. (Rachel’s mother is named Nella, after all. But more about that in a bit.) Tellingly, Rachel experienced a quite literal fall from a Chicago rooftop. Larsen’s text begins atop the Drayton Hotel (in real-life Chicago’s Drake Hotel) with a reunion between two racially ambiguous women with skin light enough to pass for white. This rooftop meeting, of course, foreshadows Clare Kendry, who had been passing as white, “falling” to her death at the end of the novel.
Rachel’s experience growing up in a black community with her paternal grandmother seems to somewhat mirror that of Clare Kendry, although the latter character has a much more lovingly curious fascination with the community she chose to leave when she crossed the aforementioned color line. Both Clare and Rachel express a kind of anthropological distance from their black subjects. Rachel expresses blackness as a kind of learned behavior that she just can’t get the hang of: She has to learn what nappy hair is, just can’t seem to sing gospel properly, and basically has to sporadically remind herself that she is black–or at least will be. Rachel’s reluctance to identify as black is connected to the implied idea that accepting a black identity–and since Rachel is so light she can, in fact, choose–would somehow erase or deny the memory (read: existence) of her Danish mother–an all too familiar refrain heard in discussions of what it means to identify as mixed- or multi-raced.
“I’m not black. I’m not white. I’m both.” Seems harmless and simple enough. And it’s a message Durrow, given her other work, might want her readers to have received by the end of TGWFFTS. But the idea of both, the idea of being a mixed- or multi-raced person, although a seemingly refreshing and timely one, especially since our country “came together” and elected a biracial president and everything, is inherently problematic, and for me, troubling. Mixed- or multi-racial identity in a United States context is hardly about racial harmony or progress, but instead reinforces racial hierarchies by relying upon the equality efforts spearheaded by blacks while reinforcing anxiety about (being affiliated with) blackness.
The multiracial movement, as it is currently understood, generally begins its history with Loving v. Virginia. The 1967 Supreme Court decision legally dismantled remaining state anti-miscegenation laws, ushering in what Maria P.P. Root (who received The Loving Prize at Durrow’s film festival) called a “biracial baby boom”—or a summer of love two years before the hippies—when it ruled that Mildred and Richard Perry Loving, a couple comprised of a black woman and white man, could return to their home state of Virginia. When the Supreme Court ruled in the Lovings’ favor, it ensured that Virginia—and the other sixteen states still outlawing marriage between whites and non-whites—was truly for lovers, inevitably allowing for the christening of the Lovings as the progenitors of the modern-day multiracial movement, and the likely inspirations for a Lifetime movie.
Throughout the 1970s and 80s, interracial couples and (their) mixed-race children slowly became more visible on the landscape of an apparently racially stratified society. By the 1990s, mixed-race citizens, parents of multiracial children, and heads of interracial families were lobbying the federal government for a multiracial category on the United States Census, a move they thought would legitimize the interracial family and mixed-race children. Although the effort failed, arguing for a multiracial category on the US census form garnered the movement national attention.
Though the discourse on multiracialism addresses all the possible combinations and hues of God’s racial rainbow, blackness is uniquely affected by the idea of mixed-race identity. First, the significance of the Lovings to the formation of mixed-race identity placed particular significance to black-white pairings. Second, identifying as mixed-race relies on essentialist, de-politicized, nuclear-family-oriented notions of race: (mono)racial parent + (mono)racial parent = biracial child, thereby implicitly arguing for a kind of respectability predicated upon sexual practices and behaviors acceptable to larger (read: white) society–a space blacks have been perpetually excluded from. Such manuevers inevitably silence the fetishistic aspects of discourses concerning interracial relationships in exchange for language that could be summarized by the colloquial, Lov[ing] conquers all.
Third, mixed-race advocates will often argue that they are working against the one-drop rule, or hypodescent, a statute established precisely to monitor blacks and keep them for commingling with whites. Although the one-drop rule excluded blacks, it also worked as an umbrella identity, a force which was employed as a galvanizing mechanism to gain equal rights during the Jim Crow and civil rights periods. Blackness, then, became both an inherently multiracial and sociopolitical identity that people rallied around to fight oppression. Multiracial advocates make a similar claim about the breadth of mixed race identity, and further suggest that being bi- or multiracial is a new, post-1967 phenomenon that thusly allows one to appreciate more than one culture or racial heritage. Belief in this description of multiracial identity as a novelty requires a limited, monolithic understanding of blackness that denies the racial mixture inherent to it. This not only constricts the meaning of blackness and black identity, but also takes those varying tenets of blackness and recasts them as constitutive of multiracial identity. This process leads to misreading and ahistorical cherry-picking of black culture in order to create a multiracial history that otherwise would not exist.
Consider Durrow’s work on Youtube where she anachronistically re-casts black historical figures as mixed-race. Or The Girl Who Fell From the Sky. The novel not only borrows from Nella Larsen, a black writer, but makes several gestures to Toni Morrison’s ouevre. The mention of Rachel’s blue eyes (Durrow’s eyes are also blue) on the first page along with one of Rachel’s teachers being named Mrs. Breedlove are blatant shout outs to Morrison’s The Bluest Eye. The motif of people flying has a long history in black letters, including Morrison’s Song of Solomon. In fact, a line towards the end of TGWFFTS, “surrender to the air,” is strikingly reminiscent of a line from the last page of SOS, “If you surrender to the wind, you can ride it.” Durrow’s black inspiration goes far beyond the literary. The mystery at the the core of the novel is more than likely drawn from the real-life trauma of a black woman and her children, a news story that Durrow has been reluctant to discuss in detail.
Thank white Jesus for Google. After hearing Durrow speak about the book at a reading several months ago, my friend, Maegen became curious about the news story that inspired TGWFFTS, a story Durrow was hesitant to speak about at the time. Having read the book myself and being somewhat familiar with Durrow’s other work, I casually bet my friend that this story involved a black woman. I was right. My sleuth of a homegirl uncovered what is more than likely the story that partially inspired TGWFFTS: In 1996, 23-year-old Chicqua Roveal led her three children to the roof of her 14-story Bronx apartment building and threw each of them off before jumping herself. Her daughter survived. Change the black woman to a Danish woman, the Bronx to Chicago and you have the mystery at the heart of TGWFFTS.
Now, all writing on some level stems from actual events. But what is so deeply unsettling to me is that at the core of this novel specifically, and mixed-race identity in general, is an attempt to both use and distance one’s self from blackness, in exchange for the reification of an inherently anti-black and depoliticized identity higher up the racial hierarchy. And I don’t feel this way because I’ve recently seen too many trailers of The Help.
The increasing, uncritical media attention that both Durrow’s work and mixed-race identity have received lately gives me pause. Accepting and embracing a mixed-race identity hardly reveals racial progress. As it is currently constructed, mixed-race identity does not dismantle racial hierarchies. Rather, it reiterates white supremacy by attempting to etch a space for itself somewhere under whiteness–which it knows it can never access–and definitely above blackness. Even claiming a mixed-race identity requires enough skin privilege to compel the (unscrupulous) gazer to ask, “What are you?”
As we usher in the flurry of work from this ostensibly new literary subgenre, it would behoove us to ask what, exactly, it juxtaposes itself against in order to establish relevance. I, for one, am more than happy to welcome Uncle Jean’s children into the family if mixed-race literature can somehow accomplish the seemingly impossible task of orienting itself without simultaneously using and distancing itself from the work of blacks. But if mixed-race literature’s latest best-seller, which poorly pushes an agenda by exploiting the life of an ostensibly depressed, if not mentally ill, black woman without even acknowledging that life is any indication of what may come, then I’m afraid I’ll have to pass.
After reading Durrow’s novel and discussing it with a friend. This friend suggested I read CAUCAISA by Danny Senna–it was a better example of the sub-genre. I have since read Senna’s novel, and I’d have to agree.
tL — Caucasia, and some of Senna’s other early work is definitely a more nuanced–and far more engrossing–examination of what it means to claim a mixed race identity. One of my favorite lines as it pertains to this very subject, come from that novel and its protagonist, Birdie Lee, “They say you don’t have to choose. But the thing is, you do. Because there are consequences if you don’t.”
Thanks for reading.
I really enjoyed this article and am definitely interested in reading the books mentioned. And I agree that mixed-race identity (and having lightskinned privilege) doesn’t break down racist hierarchies, and in some cases reifies them. But…as someone who is mixed and has many mixed relatives, I’m not sure what the answer to that is. Where I’m from, we’re often excluded from both black (and in my case Native) and white communities because we can’t pass well enough to fit in any community. Claiming a mixed-race identity for me and for some of my loved ones has been more out of necessity, and sometimes out of being sick of having that identity pushed on us rather than being accepted as black and/or Native, than a desire to distance ourselves from communities of color. I’m still struggling with figuring out the best way to deal with that.
I deeply needed someone to take this mixed-raceness just started fifteen minutes ago thing to task. Thank you so much for the research and clarity of presentation. This will be my new touchstone. ainstudyingyou.blogspot.com
I deeply needed someone to take this mixed-raceness just started fifteen minutes ago thing to task. Thank you so much for the research and clarity of presentation. This will be my new touchstone. ainstudyingyou.blogspot.com
This is a really well written and well argued piece, but I also have to say it’s rather unfair. I believe I’m correct in assuming that you are, at least for simplicity’s sake, all black, right? Not mixed race? (I’m avoiding the whole idea that nearly every white or black American has some of the other in them due to slavery, etc, because much of mixed race identity has to do with having direct mixed race-ness–that is, growing up and knowing that your two parents had distinctly different racial experiences in addition to possibly different cultural or ethnic ones.) I’m sorry if I’m wrong. But either way, I can offer my experience as a counter to what you’ve outlined here.
I am half white and half black. I was also adopted as an infant by a white Jewish mother and a Chicano father, so I’m kind of twice mixed, if you will. Nature and nurture. When I was growing up, I was told all the time that I was black, but that didn’t really mean anything because I had no way to apply that statement to my life. It didn’t match my upbringing or my community. As I grew older and was able to meet more of a variety of people in college, get to know my birth family, and just develop my identity as I wanted to, I have been able to understand where I fit in in the black community. But the way I fit in is as a mixed person. While I could never pass for white as Durrow does, I can be seen as a mixed Latina as much as I can a biracial mulatta. It’s not about me rejecting the black community or the black experience because I find it inconvenient or demeaning or constricting; it’s that I simply don’t know how to navigate the community and I don’t have the racial or cultural experience of being a part of it. What I am is mixed–I am a hybrid, and I am a product of a bicultural family. It’s a totally different identity, both in terms of racial experience and as a cultural experience. Racially, I am a little more ambiguous than someone who is not mixed. Culturally, I am adept at code switching and switching other things, such as mannerisms, language register, dress, etc.
Now, that may not be true of all biracial people. Everyone has the right to choose or reject their ethnicity, and biracial or multiracial people may have more freedom to do so because their skin color may not necessarily make it obvious as to what they’re choosing or rejecting. And since everyone’s upbringing is different, it may be more natural to choose one of the two races to identify with, or to identify as simply a mixed person. But because of my particular upbringing, choices, and appearance, I cannot make myself identify as just black. I tried when I was young, and it didn’t work. And now that I’m older and know the reasons why, I don’t feel as if I should have to. I don’t want to betray the black community, but telling me that I am simply because I choose not to call myself only black is unfair. That’s not what I am, so why should I say it is? I am proud that part of my identity comes from there, and I certainly won’t deny it. But it’s not all of me. Because of my adoptive family, my education, and the lightness of my skin, I’ve received a lot of white privilege in my life. I’ve also been privy to a lot of exhibited racism when people forget I’m not white. Then again, I’m also dark enough that I’ve experienced people assuming that I “speak their language” (meaning I understand how to interact with them based on cultural norms) when I don’t; I’m dark enough that I’ve been told that I’m one of those people “taking over the country,” and I’m dark enough that I’ve been accepted into groups of black people when I felt more comfortable being among them then being among others. There are good and bad points on each end, and there always will be, because I’m simply not one or the other.
Furthermore, on a personal level, identifying as mixed race has no obligation to “dismantle racial hierarchies,” as you say. Personal identity is just that–personal. And in terms of the literature, which I have also been informally studying, I don’t see how it’s trying to etch itself as just under whiteness. I think it’s trying to etch itself as a place on the ether, because that’s what it is socially. And artistically. Its relevance should be simply that it attempts to convey the experiences of what are now a large group of Americans. And, as a creative writer, I think I have the right to draw on whatever inspires me, as long as I do so with respect. I think Durrow did just that; after all, she is clearly an educated writer and an aware, well read individual. I wonder if you would have the same problem if a black writer were to read a news story about a white person and rewrite it as a black experience. That, to me, just reads as poetic license and creative extrapolation of news that the author felt relevant or interesting.
The world of biracial literature, just as the world of biracial individuals, should have more than enough room for the stories of all kinds of mixed race people–those who pass as one or the other, those who live in between, those who choose, and those who reject–because that’s truly how many different options there are.
I’m not sure what the answer is, either. I just really want to put pressure on the idea that claiming a mixed-race identity is somehow progressive and really uncover some of the impulses I detect in the mixed-race literature–both fiction and non-fiction. I want to think hard about the stakes about that construction: what is says about race, the skin privilege that one needs in order to claim it, etc.
All that said, thanks for reading.
Thank you so much for reading.
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Ms McDonald,
Thanks for the brilliant essay!
During a May 14, 2010 interview on WYNC’s Leonard Lopate
Show (see: http://www.mixedracestudies.org/wordpress/?p=7136)
Durrow attempts to navigate—and defend—these borders of multiraciality while
discussing her book, The Girl Who Fell from the Sky. She also discusses the
difficult aspects of her biracial childhood. When Lopate confronts her with, “I
would assume—from what I know—that something like at least 90 percent of all
African Americans—maybe 100 percent—are of mixed race,” she responds by saying “I think probably we’re all mixed in some way. And that’s what I’m so excited about with this book. ‘Cause I’ve been doing some readings around. And I find that people are sharing the fact that their families are blended… suddenly.” So when Lopate reminds us—correctly—that the vast majority of African Americans share a heterogeneous ancestry with Ms. Durrow, she seems to suddenly un-forgets that perhaps after a-half a millennium of “mixing” in the Americas, just might have taken a toll on the notion of racial purity. Or, is it as I suspect, her desire to be identified as “not-black.”
As the interview progresses into the details of the book, Lopate asks Durrow, “So what happens when someone like Rachel goes to school and is in classes where pretty much all of her classmates are black?” Durrow replies, “They don’t understand her in the book. And it’s the same thing for me; they just
didn’t understand where I fit… at all. I remember being at home speaking Danish with my mother, having Danish food and then as soon as we opened the door and went outside, I was a black girl and it erased that whole story, that whole existence that was me…”
While we can lament Ms. Durrow’s daily losing and reclaiming of her Danish identity, we should also remember the permanent generational loss of African identity by millions and millions of “black” Americans that Lopate mentions. The loss expressed by Ms. Durrow and by African Americans is not, as she suggests a loss due to “blackness,” but rather attributable to the racist framework constructed by belief in white supremacy.
Though it may appear that she conflates race and nationality, this is not the case. The real problem with Durrow’s statement (this whole interview is a problem, in my opinion) is he actually the problem with the Multiracial Movement in general! This is an example of the “movement’s”
ability to frame “multiracial identity” within an ahistorical contemporary 40+
year span while also ignoring the continuing impact of centuries of racism. This is what happens when we allow the history of experiences obscure the experience of history.
First of all, Durrow tacitly promotes the alleged necessity for a “multiracial” identity, by saying “They didn’t understand where I fit… at all.” Where should have “they” put her? Perhaps the best fit would have been an “English as a Second Language Class.” Where would Durrow find a fit for “a French speaking black girl from the Congo Republic” who had just moved to Durrow’s home town?
Secondly, for Durrow, blackness equals nothingness. “…I was a black girl and it erased that whole story…” Note, that she did not say, “I was a black girl and it erased half that story.” For her, it was the “whole story.” Whiteness again becomes a central point of reference… and existence. Oddly enough,
the 90 to 100 percent of African-American population in the United States who
are mixed—according to the interviewer—and “become ‘black’ as soon as they open the door and go outside” causes no heartache for Durrow. Perhaps their stories don’t count.
Finally, Durrow laments her daily temporary loss of her “white” Danish cultural identity, yet she seems to be completely unaware that being black in United States means having to endure a permanent half-millennium, multigenerational loss of all African cultural identities where dozens if not hundreds of cultural identities collapsed into one “black” one. (I would add that within the context of white supremacy in the United States, European identities are affected too.)
Imagine living in (what is now Ghana) speaking Ewe with your mother, having Ewe food and as soon as you opened the door, you were whisked away onto a slave ship… never to speak with your mother again, never to eat Ewe food again. And image that experience being denied to your children and your children’s children… for generations.
While many multiracial Americans of African descent understandably attempt to claim and reassert their non-African ancestry; reminding us how they are “a little French, a little Scottish, Italian, etc.,” few stop to ponder the near utter destruction of their African ancestry and how it has—even with the inclusion of European ancestry—been reduced to “black.” While some may embrace a “Black/White” identity, I ask where are the “Luba/Lithuanians”, “Shona/Scottish”,
“Ewe/Estonians”, “Igbo/Icelanders?” It used to be our identities told us and others, where we came from, what we did, how we hunted, how we fished where we pressed our wine, how we made cheese, when we planted, how we worshiped, and how we lived. Only a few seem to know or notice these nearly infinite identities (even from Europe) have been reduced through the
centuries by the onslaught of white supremacy to just a handful of exploitable
commoditized categories. We think we can manipulate the morally corrupt
framework into a modern utopia, but even the so-called “new” hybrid identities
may be reabsorbed or discarded back into the oppressive essentialist elements.
When Lopate asks if she had written her novel as social commentary, she replies “I wanted to explore this story ’cause I don’t think we talk about it often enough… about multiracial families and biracial identity. We had this great moment during President Obama’s candidacy when we got to talk about ‘biracial’ and the fact that his grandmother was white and his mother was
white. And then on Inauguration Day he became our first black African American
president. And we lost that opportunity to talk about biracial identity I think.” The question I have is if, as Durrow says, “I think probably we’re all mixed in some way,” why would it be necessary to talk about biracial identity? “When asked by Lopate about hypodescent (the one-drop rule) and with willingness of many biracial people in the United States including the President, to embrace a black monoracial identity, she responds, “And I think that’s fine. I do believe in self-identification. So that when people who are mixed-race decide to be one or the other, I’m absolutely for that. I just feel like, we lose stories when we don’t tell our whole selves.” Here again, albeit very subtlety, is the policing of racial borders—or multiracial borders if you will.
Just a few weeks ago a professional colleague of mine who was born in Hyderabad, India became a proud United States citizen. I doubt very much that he has suddenly forgotten his childhood or his friends and relatives in India because his change in citizenship. There are no lost stories here. When Ms. Durrow suggests that we “lose stories” based on our identity choices, she unwittingly reproduces a variation of the messages given by parents and others to discourage interracial or interethnic relationships. “What of the children? Will they be raised Jewish?” “If you date or marry a white girl, no black women will want you afterwards…” are the messages those of us in interracial relationships often hear. But “stories” are not lost because of identity choices made by people of mixed heritage or couples from different heritages. The bitter irony is that in addition to ostracizing interracial couples for WHO they choose to love, Durrow adds her voice to the chorus of misguided activists who ostracize these very same couples’ children for HOW they chose to identify. Is this a progressive movement or what?
Okay, that’s my two… or three cents.
Steve Riley
http://www.MixedRaceStudies.org
Hi Summer,
What an excellent and outstanding essay. Really brilliant, and precisely the kind of incisive thoughts that the mainstream media, especially the NY Times’ lily-livered “Race Remixed” series, is far too frightened to take up and deal with. So bravo! Allow me to offer my recent book for your interest
http://rienner.com/title/Reproducing_Race_The_Paradox_of_Generation_Mix, and I would also highly recommend Jared Sexton’s excellent book, Amalgamation Schemes: Antiblackness and the Critique of Multiracialism (Minnesota, 2008), if you have not yet come across it.
Rainier
Good grief – This is why I hate laptop keyboards. Sexton’s Book is Amalgamation Schemes: Antiblackness and the Critique of Multiracialism (Minnestota, 2008).
Hi McLicious,
Thanks for reading my post. I want to try to address some of the things you bring up in your well thought out comment.
First, I was wondering if you could clarify for me how you think I’m being unfair. I attempted to employ Durrow’s work as an instantiation of the kinds of things advocates of mixed-race identity, including Durrow, perpetually do. I thought my criticism of the novel as well as Durrow’s other work was rather objective. If you could clarify for me how my view was unbalanced, I’d appreciate it.
Second, thank you for sharing your biography. I’m not sure how much your experience counters what I’ve argued, though. As much as we’d like to think our personal experience challenges prevailing notions, sometimes they’re not just exceptions, but confirm the rules. Despite what you’ve shared here, I think my assessment is well proven. Further, what you describe, this bi-cultural experience, is the kind of thing that blacks and members of other marginalized groups have been doing for years. Understanding how to navigate between specific and default (read: white) regions is just part of the territory. I’m not sure how or why mixed race discourse thinks their approach to this is somehow unique or frankly new, when ostensibly monoracial folks had to navigate their way through white spaces for quite some time.
Third, I’m not suggesting that the job of identifying as mixed-race is to dismantle racial hierarchies, mixed race advocates are. It’s there in the literature. As much as we’d like to deny it, the personal is political. And to try to rescue identity from the political realm and place it back into the personal realm is particularly anti-black since blackness has so often been employed as a kind of ideological position and concept. Claiming that being mixed race is a personal decision, then, belies the kind of work blacks have been doing for years, and I take issue with that.
Fourth, I take issue with any and all artists who choose to appropriate another’s story with little respect. I’m not sure how you could not see what Durrow does as troubliing. It seems to me that Durrow has a habit of taking black stories, narratives, etc. and recasting them as multiracial. This story is just the latest. I’m not sure how one can listen to interviews, discover the background of this story, etc. and not hear echoes of the kinds of things whites have done with black art for quite some time.
That said, thank you for reading my post. Please feel free to reply and continue the conversation.
Steve,
Thanks so much for this comment and the link. I was not aware of this interview and plan to listen to it.
Also, thanks for your critical voice. The uncritical attention Durrow is receiving really troubles me, and I’m glad to have read your words. More need to read them!
Professor Spencer,
Thank you so much for taking time out to read my work here and for your kind words. I should have supplied a book list with which would have undoubtedly featured your work and the Sexton book you mention. I’ll talk with the editors and see if we can do something like that. Your work is so crucial to countering the way this story is being framed by the media.
Thanks again!
Summer,
Thank you for your comments. I look forward to your next essay!
For some more information about “Loving v. Virginia” and its (alleged) connection to the current discussion about multiracialism, please read my opening remarks that I gave at workshop at this years’ Mixed Roots Film & Literary festival. See: http://www.mixedracestudies.org/wordpress/?p=14196
Steve
You’re very kind. Thank you! : )
will do, steve. thanks!
Hi. I think I’m answering this all in order. Let me know if I’ve missed anything.
1. I do think your criticism of the novel itself is fair, but I think attaching so much agenda to it is unfair. That said, I see that you’re citing far more interviews with Durrow than I have read, so I still have to catch up to where you are on that point. But I take issue with the idea that there are “advocates of mixed race identity,” because that seems like a silly idea. Mixed race identity IS an identity, and, I think, a perfectly valid one, so insinuating that Durrow and others are presenting this as an inauthentic or escapist way of not associating with one of the other is not fair in that it’s simply not an option for many mixed race people (like me, for example, since I simply don’t identify solely or primarily with the African American community, even if I’d like to, and even though I am making strides to belong to it a bit more, and frankly I don’t think I have to identify totally with it because it’s not totally my experience). They’re not advocating, in the sense that advocates strive to sway opinion from one to another, or try to convince people of things that aren’t real. If you are mixed race, you probably have a mixed race identity. I don’t see why I should have to say I’m one or the other. So that’s my point there.
2. I don’t mean to diminish the biculturalism and navigation that monoracial people of color have to go through, and I don’t mean to say that the mixed race bicultural experience is easier or harder, but it is different, for a few reasons. First, likely, people who go through life considering themselves (and appearing to be) monoracial might have to navigate through white culture, but in their personal lives, at least, they don’t have to do that. Mixed race people face the same navigation in their families and don’t have a readymade community of people with similar racial experiences the way monoracial people do. So that negotiation is probably more constant for a biracial person than it is for someone who is, at least in the simplest terms, monoracial. I would also propose that when you are mixed with two marginalized groups, though this also might happen when you are white+something else, both groups expect or demand that you choose one or the other, whereas I would guess that being monoracial black in the United States, while it certainly requires sacrifices and choices regarding what kind of person to present yourself as, it doesn’t demand quite the same questions, curiosity, and choices, and not as frequently as it does of mixed race people. Though that is further complicated by the specific mix as well as whether someone can pass or not. But that again is where there are more differences between a member of a marginalized group who is, within that group, somewhat homogenous with the rest, as opposed to someone who is kind of twice marginalized, both in being not white (or at least not all white), and in being not totally the other race, either. Not that all African Americans are the same, or all Latinos are, etc etc, but there are even more frays and fewer cultural similarities in all the mixed people in a population than all the African Americans in a population.
3. Since my understanding of mixed race literature as a “genre” is rather new and limited to the little bit of reading I’ve been doing and my own upbringing, I’m not sure where you’re getting that, aside from Durrow. Are there any other books/blogs/websites that you’re seeing people demand that mixed race identity dismantles racial hierarchies. This is the first I’m hearing of that, and frankly, it sounds kind of silly, so if you can pass me on to anyone/thing, I’d like to see more about what that camp is saying and why.
I respect your right to take issue with those who diminish that social work done by black writers/activists/etc, but from a personal and creative standpoint, I venture that some writers don’t have a choice. I can’t speak for anyone’s intent but my own, obviously, but I feel like I have the right and responsibility to project my own experience, and that experience is very specifically feeling completely disconnected from the African American experience, and feeling somewhat disconnected from the black experience (yuck. sorry for using that same word so many times). So in coming to terms with my identity, “mixed race” was a choice, and if it’s somewhat politicized, so be it. I don’t wish to detract from blackness as a concept, and I certainly appreciate it, would like to understand it, and respect it, but since I can’t authentically contribute to it, I can only hope to be an ally to it. Does that make sense? I guess what I’m trying to say is that I imagine other mixed race writers might not be purposely being anti-black (and I assume you mean anti-African American, and I just want to clarify, since I’m using “black” and “African American” as racial and ethnic identities, respectively), as you say. In fact they have probably grappled with their identity in part by studying African American writing, history, and other arts and finding where they agree and disagree, where they identify and don’t, and where they fit in that scheme. At least when you’re talking about biracial people who are half black, they might embrace blackness as an ideology, but I wouldn’t necessarily expect them to embrace only that, unless they are biracial people who don’t choose to identify as biracial, but as black. and we’re not really talking about them here.
I guess I can’t really propose a solution, and I can see how this might always be a point of contention, but I hope I’ve illustrated that both blackness and mixedness have a right to exist, and should be able to co-exist (probably always with friendly debate, like this), as long as they acknowledge their sources, struggles, etc.
4. I don’t disagree with your point about people using stories without respect, but I still don’t see how you’ve proven that Durrow was disrespectful simply for changing the race of the characters. That news story, at least just as a news story (ie without investigating the causes of the event, etc), seems like something fascinating enough to inspire a plot point. And from my own creative process, I know sometimes you have the vague themes for a novel (girl struggling with biracial identity, makes friends, meets grandmother) and just need a good idea to jump start the story. When I read that news story, the things that jump out at me most, aside from the obvious jumping off a roof top, is the possibilities of exploring what kind of mental illness or emotional turmoil or family trouble could prompt a mother to commit murder suicide. If I were to think about it some more, then perhaps I would investigate the specifics, which would lead me to her race, which would lead me to think about social factors that contribute to mental illness, etc, but if I were just flipping through the newspaper and reading news briefs, I doubt I would get to all that in just one quick read.
Another point of yours that added to my curiosity is that you said Durrow has a “habit” of doing this. Since this is her first novel and she hasn’t published much, are you just referring to her Youtube series? The link you posted is a little bit strange.
Now for some other stuff I was thinking about:
This is just conjecture at this point, but I wonder if it might be interesting to catalog biracial writers, consider who “rejects” blackness and who doesn’t, and see if it at all correlates to which race each parent is? Since Durrow’s mother was the white one, and since I can relate as my mother is white, I can see how people would be more likely to identify with their mother’s experience and identity, just because western culture dictates that children are more attached and aligned with mothers, because mothers do more of the raising. So perhaps there are more sociological forces at work than just racial politics? Now I want to do some digging.
Also, now I’m rereading your post, and I want to offer a different way of looking at the flying motif. First, I think it’s really great to bring it up, as I read the book pretty quickly as a pleasure read, and didn’t really take much time to think about its possible influences and connections to other literature. But instead of only looking at it as a way that Durrow kind of steals from blackness and black literature, what if it’s an unintended representation of how Durrow and other biracial or bicultural people function? If you look at it as connected to linguistics, it’s similar–children who are bicultural, whether it’s living on a border town or being the children of immigrants or being biracial or what have you, by virtue of their having to navigate and change so much, are generally good at code switching or mixing languages (my Spanglish is far better than my Spanish, and at the University of Arizona, which has tons of immigrant and bicultural students from Tucson and nearby areas, has an entire heritage program to work specifically with students who have more cultural knowledge of Spanish). I, and other people like me, have my languages totally mixed in my head, to the point that sometimes I can only express myself using a combination. So possibly Durrow’s use of folkloric imagery and themes is the same sort of function–having mixed experiences leads to mixing metaphors, if you will. That’s not necessarily good or bad, but it is curious, I think.
Thanks for the opportunity to respond, and again, I’ve enjoyed reading you. I think I found you somewhere else on the Internets, and you seemed like an excellent conversationalist. You certainly are online. 🙂 I appreciate this challenge.
And geez, I am sorry for the ridiculously long reply post.
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Hi Summer,
I can’t express how much I enjoyed and ‘agreed’ with your article and would like to communicate with you to share information I’ve discovered about this subject. I read an excerpt from TGWFFTS that jibes completely with other past comments from H. Durrow and there’s no doubt you have an accurate read on what she represents. I’m going to look for your contact info and will be in touch soon.
Summer,
One other thing, I was living in NY at the time of the tragedy that forms the core of H. Durrow’s book and still remember certain details the lone survivor and the mother’s friend provided.
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